Latest Podcast and Video

I am most pleased with this 30 minute holistic transmission about the part FAMILY plays in health, wellbeing and illness.
This is an exploration of a fundamental issue that is so neglected in most modern diagnosis or inquiry, it is actually ignored!

We are deeply connected to, and affected by, our family history and genetics. While they may not CAUSE our issues or illnesses, they are, as the saying goes, the loaded gun that just needs a trigger to fire it off.

Family is extremely important, not just biologically but behaviorally. Until you have resolved old family traumas and ties, secrets and manipulations, covert and overt agreements, you are actually enslaved to them. They will play out in your life over and over. And they are powerful enough to create illness, suicide, depression and murder, or illness…This is such an important conversation not being had by many folks.


A powerful 30 minute transmission from Kavi Jezzie Hockaday talking about the urgent moral evolutionary imperative to heal old family wounds and past traumas in order to transform the individual and society.

This podcast is about opening the Pandora’s box of family secrets and being the one to say ‘The Buck Stops Here.’
The power of authentic being is directly linked to clearing our old lies and secrets. It is a hard task but one we are called to. If you are ill with any sort of chronic condition, or if you are alienated or depressed in any way, or if you are simply seeking spiritual awakening, please listen to this podcast.
The areas within ourselves we deny have incredible power over us. To voyage into those areas takes great courage. But that is where the jewels of our freedom are. And that’s what makes us authentic.
This is the nature of Holistic Inquiry.’

A link to the podcast on Soundcloud.

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You might enjoy a video or two of me describing Holistic Enquiry:

And the podcast is on Youtube:



ChemTrails in Hastings UK – personal testimony

It grieves me to write about Chem Trails as I don’t like to give much attention to conspiracy theories, they just take the mind and attention away from the heart.
But today I have to say I have seen with my own eyes what, for me, is proof that something is really happening up there that we are not party to. My personal feeling is that even the government politicians might not even be party to it, or just rubber stamped it under ‘necessary action to combat global warming’. But what we don’t know about and are not aware of creates suspicion. And let’s face, many of us are suspicious of this Chem Trail business. And the others are too busy distracted by their lives and spend their time looking down and rarely consider WTF is going on!!

So anyway, I went to the beach here in Hastings to catch some early morning sun at 10am on a lovely day, sunshine bright and clear and the usual smattering of clouds (UK style). After half hour or so I walked by the sea and turned round and looked up at the sky inland and my god there must have been 20 -30 trails, all opening up after they had been laid. In fact there was one happening there and then. They criss crossed in classic style and pretty much filled the entirety of the sky above Hastings and inland.
Well I went back home and decided to clean our car. Twenty –  thirty minutes later the haze began to arrive, like a rolling mist. Now this mist almost resembled a sea mist rolling in….BUT…IT WAS ROLLING FROM INLAND!!
It has now blocked out the sun completely and Hastings is utterly in a haze.
You can spin all the stories to me you like, the conspiracy debunking stuff..I don’t care..There is something real serious happening. It might not be intended to kill every human being on Earth, or sterilize us all (like some people think) but it’s happening and WE SHOULD BE TOLD about this…It’s an outrage and a symptom of a cancer that has hold of the host and is gradually killing it..We are the host and Uncontrolled Power is the Cancer
Angry of Hastings.

chemtrail conspiracy theory

chemtrail conspiracy theory (Photo credit: hongoxl)

Hydration and Mood

Have you ever wondered why sometimes you just start feeling low, or anxious, or angry?
And much as you try you can’t locate the source of this trouble?

Well I might have the answer…DEHYDRATION!

Just a couple of days ago after a few days of pretty intense mental computer work my energy suddenly dropped. I felt pretty groggy and then noticed I was getting anxious and a bit depressed. It’s very unlike me to have this I’m usually pretty bouyant so this was strange. And like most people I took it personally and thought it was something I was or wasn’t doing, or some deep unresolved emotion trying to make it to the surface.
And then I remembered a similar thing happening a few weeks before and thinking that maybe I was dehydrated.
So I decided to drink a lot of water (good quality water) over 24 hours and see what effect it might have. Well within 24 hours I was chirpy and energetic and back to normal! A simple solution for what could be treated as a big problem.

Reports show that even a drop of 1-2% of water from our bodies can create the conditions of dehydration, and dehydration in the body seems to send messages to the brain alerting it to the need to take notice. But we misread these signals and think something is wrong with our emotional state, so the question is…
And guess what?
Women have a stronger reaction to dehydration than men.
And nothing but water will resolve it. No tea, coffee, soda, nothing will create hydration, except pure still water as natural as possible.
The problem is compounded by the fact that by the time we feel thirsty dehydration has already happened and then it will take time to rehydrate, and the other problem as far as I can see is a deeper and more chronic one, and that is that the majority of people are chronically dehydrated. Not only because they don’t drink enough pure water, but also because the diet and lifestyle many people have is simply not hydrating.
Hydrating foods are the ones that have a lot of water in them..Salad ingredients, fruits and vegetables, mostly raw. It’s obvious. And processed foods and heavily cooked foods, meats and dairy, are not hydrating. In fact the opposite happens, they leach minerals and water from the body.
Do you see how the area of hydration opens up to being pretty darn important?
And we haven’t even discussed Cellular Hydration which is the root of it all.

So the best answer to these issues is prevention. Hydrate by sipping water, eating whole live foods and fruits and getting the body alkaline. Take your hydration seriously and it will repay you with energy and a lightness of spirit and mood stability.
Here is an article on the effects of dehydration Article on Dehydration

And here is an amazing book on the cells that talks about cellular dehydration and chronic illness and what we can do about it..This book is simply a MUST READ if you are interested in core health.

Cellular Awakening: How Your Body Holds and Creates Light